I have been in a relationship for years. On a scale of 1 to 10 its maybe a "6". So I live in in the state of Mississippi. Home of the ignorance and obesity. To be safe a gay man here stays in the closet! When your a gay couple you live on the down low. Problems are you become lonely and there is nobody to really talk too and be honest with. I have that problem now.
My life seems to be getting worse. I live with my bf who is much older. I want to leave him but I can't afford it RIGHT NOW. To top it off I developed a huge crush on a straight guy who works where I do. He might not know I am gay. I don't tell anybody. When I see this guy I can't help but to say "Hi". He is very nice and very good looking! However he is not much of a talker.
The polite "hello's" are enough for me. When I see him at work (it might be for only 3 seconds) and it makes my day. I know it will never go any further then parting glances! In fact I am only hurting myself if I even told him I was gay. Now this is not like I am old and he is young. Far From it. He is in his late 40's or early 50's. I am only 40. He is just someone I think will make someone a great catch even if it is a woman.
See gay people are not trying seduce the straight world however you do out number us. And once in awhile we might get a crush on one of you however chances are you will never know!
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People should read this.
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